How long am I going to live? Anybody know?
Random shit happens. All you can do is try to have a good day, every day, for as long as the days are there to be had. Do no harm.
To that end, at some point my days were going to be better un-high than not. But that's not necessarily going to hold true for everybody.
There's probably as many answers - and reasons for them - as there are people.